Tuesday, 3 June 2014

Gross unfairness

Ashamed and disappointed. Very disappointed at the unfairness. Know this unfairness is small compared to all the injustice done to many people worldwide. But it is still unfairness and a gross oversight. Though powerless to change it or to punish the culprits, sworn never be one of them.

Thursday, 12 December 2013

Weird feeling

Every beautiful song I hear, I wanted to share it with you. Every time I'm happy or sad, I hope you knew about it. Every time I typed a message to you, I'd cancel it and re-type, cancel it again, and ended just writing "hi".

But as things go, I can only wish you all the best.

Saturday, 28 September 2013


This is really the first time ever since 2008 that someone really questioned my abilities to deliver work. Seriously, I hate that feeling. And please, sometimes you don't read things properly, sometimes you read everything from its surface level. Fine, I'm not as linguistically well versed as you are.


Tuesday, 3 September 2013

Leisure Reading

I should start reading more articles related to my field of study instead of just spending my time watching shows whenever i want to relax. I find that leisure time is the best time to be the most productive at things other than work/school. So if I want to find some spiritual and inspirational advancements, then it's high time that I start with the reading. Those readings can also improve my knowledge base and help me make better decisions, and perhaps even potential hidden business ideas! So, read away!

Monday, 19 August 2013

Who's the Confidante?

Always thought there were lots of friends. But at the most depressing moments, when solace was sought after, when a confidante was yearned, there was none to be found. Scrolling through the phone's contact list, none. Walking down memory lane, none. There seems no one who isn't busy, or who can truly listen without judging, or who can in return bare hearts and confide, or who can offer advices that were ridiculous yet for that moment the very comfort that soothes the injured...

Instead, it was from music that the very littlest serenity was found, the ever fading glimmer of peace and the whisper of tranquillity. It was from classically well-written shows where the motivation came; The strength to strive on, painful the journey might be, to trudge on with a heavy foot.

Where indeed might the ideal one be? As the final lap in varsity begun, the anxiety and fear increased. The crescendo might be unbearable. Who could be the one that would bring the ultimate peace and a stable, warm, loving future full of possibilities, hope, and desirable uncertainties?


Saturday, 6 April 2013


Stressed and I need help

more assignments

catchup with school work

and alot of wasting of time because..... sigh...

I'll be more insistent from now on. No more yes-man.

Wednesday, 27 March 2013


Perhaps I should go into recluse, take time away from everything, to rediscover the meaning of life.