Thursday, 12 December 2013

Weird feeling

Every beautiful song I hear, I wanted to share it with you. Every time I'm happy or sad, I hope you knew about it. Every time I typed a message to you, I'd cancel it and re-type, cancel it again, and ended just writing "hi".

But as things go, I can only wish you all the best.

Saturday, 28 September 2013


This is really the first time ever since 2008 that someone really questioned my abilities to deliver work. Seriously, I hate that feeling. And please, sometimes you don't read things properly, sometimes you read everything from its surface level. Fine, I'm not as linguistically well versed as you are.


Tuesday, 3 September 2013

Leisure Reading

I should start reading more articles related to my field of study instead of just spending my time watching shows whenever i want to relax. I find that leisure time is the best time to be the most productive at things other than work/school. So if I want to find some spiritual and inspirational advancements, then it's high time that I start with the reading. Those readings can also improve my knowledge base and help me make better decisions, and perhaps even potential hidden business ideas! So, read away!

Monday, 19 August 2013

Who's the Confidante?

Always thought there were lots of friends. But at the most depressing moments, when solace was sought after, when a confidante was yearned, there was none to be found. Scrolling through the phone's contact list, none. Walking down memory lane, none. There seems no one who isn't busy, or who can truly listen without judging, or who can in return bare hearts and confide, or who can offer advices that were ridiculous yet for that moment the very comfort that soothes the injured...

Instead, it was from music that the very littlest serenity was found, the ever fading glimmer of peace and the whisper of tranquillity. It was from classically well-written shows where the motivation came; The strength to strive on, painful the journey might be, to trudge on with a heavy foot.

Where indeed might the ideal one be? As the final lap in varsity begun, the anxiety and fear increased. The crescendo might be unbearable. Who could be the one that would bring the ultimate peace and a stable, warm, loving future full of possibilities, hope, and desirable uncertainties?


Saturday, 6 April 2013


Stressed and I need help

more assignments

catchup with school work

and alot of wasting of time because..... sigh...

I'll be more insistent from now on. No more yes-man.

Wednesday, 27 March 2013


Perhaps I should go into recluse, take time away from everything, to rediscover the meaning of life.

Tuesday, 12 March 2013

Goings Gets Tough

So much things happening everyday. Totally overloaded!! Everyday has 24 hours, but none seems enough when others don't value your time. I wasted 4 hours today because of actions that were resultant of my faults. But undoubtedly, something's likely wrong with either the system, or the entity tasked with diseminating information. When there's one interactive portal catering to everything, and connected to communications channel, it should be utilize. However, such information was obscurely placed elsewhere. What on earth is going on?


I have to get back to my studies now. No pictures, no videos to share either. Too busy getting my time wasted by a bad system.

Tuesday, 26 February 2013

E-Learning Week

Chinese New Year passed by so quickly! Hope everyone had fun!

This week is e-learning week! But aiya, although it means study at home, thus saving more time, but lecturers are so in a hurry to add to the workload! So what's the point? So much assignments not done yet. I want to blog more also difficult.

What to do? lol.. Listen to a nice music to brighten up the day!

Thursday, 14 February 2013


So valentines came and went.. And once again i'm alone. Hahahaha funny? Yeah its funny.

Sigh... I wrote a poem to "commemorate" the day.

Romantic melody with a tinge of forlorness, 
Embraces the serene night with lovely sadness.
Each note strikes loud upon the soul with immense emptiness,
Shattering the quiet night with a silence so loud that it would cause deafness.

The beautiful lights of the dance halls shines with brilliance,
Candle lights embellish dining tables displaying great romance.
My lonely day's events come to a close with such elegance,
Thus paving the way for a better tomorrow's entrance.

Tuesday, 12 February 2013

Reflections of Dragon Year

The Dragon year has gone by, and in comes the year of the snake. I think it's apt to write some reflections on what has gone by, and to move forward. One year passed by really quickly, and it was a hectic year indeed. Here i'm referring to the year of 2012 as well. I've been through lots of troubles, passed many obstacles, conquered and overcame lots of challenges. Yet more challenges have been thrown in front of me, and I'm once again faced with so many issues.

But this time, I hope I can be a better person. Yes, there is still hope. I've witnessed very moving and influential moments, not done by others, but from those close to me. From their actions, from how they do things, I have gained new insights into what really goes on in this wonderful thing called life.

The face, the smiling yet a little silly( in a positive way) and innocent expression, all the frustrations, the obstinacy, the irritation, they just disappear. Taking its place, a tinge of sadness and feeling forlorn. The yearning to just run up and give a great big hug and say that everything's alright, that I'll do everything for you, because of you, I exist. Its a very soul-searching sight, why can't we be more tolerant and gracious to someone who's so aged and has gone through many tribulations and hardship to arrive at what it is now? I'm a new me now. Having witnessed this, it helped me grow my character, and make myself an even better person. I will be more tolerant, forgiving, and gracious. For what's more important, than having a good character and personality.

And the predictions for horoscopes & zodiacs has really made me realize a great deal of things, black and white, truths and the not-so-true as well. What's predicted, may not be what will happen, although we do not hold the key and ultimate decision to anything and everything, but we're generally able to influence the many things that occur around us. Words are very powerful, they can bless, and they can hurt. It's how we interpret and deal with the words thrown at us, that eventually decides how we'd survive or triumph over them.

For now, let us just bear in mind the lessons learnt from past to now, and stride forward in the new year. Bring happiness unto those who care, and share some with others who might be stranger. We'd never know what we might learn next.

Saturday, 9 February 2013

Happy New Year! Snake Year!

Wishing everyone a very happy new year! :D
Hope this year would be fruitful and meaningful, and more happiness will come!

Special shout-out to Camy: Thanks for motivating me to come back to blogging! :D Have a wonderful new year!!

Saturday, 26 January 2013

My Dreams

I've seen many of my relatives and friends, some younger than 10 years old, going overseas and leaving great memories. But me being pathetic as usual, has never been on a plane. I'm not as fortunate as many others. My dreams of going overseas, are often compared to the less-well off children who cannot even afford to eat, study, be clothed, be sheltered. That silenced me.

My dream is to tour the entire globe in a year and visit 72 different countries, staying at each country for 5 days and then moving on. Around the world in 360 days, maybe that's what I'll call my book/photo-journal/documentary/whatever.

I'd like to also learn all the vehicular licences available, car, truck, bus, motorcycle, trailers, ships, boats, airplanes, helicopters, maybe even a space shuttle?

If I'm rich, I'd also hope to adopt poor families with newborns and aid them through the difficult times. I'll be sponsoring the newborn all the way from childbirth to college, while helping the family upgrade their skills, re-train themselves and re-introduce themselves into the workforce, even providing them employment if the opportunity arises.

If I'm wealthy, I'd like to anonymously bring surprises to the less well-off families once a month, or even better still, once a fortnight. I'll not leave my name, or probably use aliases. I just want to see the genuine smiles of happiness on the faces of those around me.

They are, my dreams..... If, I become, successful.

Monday, 21 January 2013

2nd Week of This Semester

Time flies. And what? Tomorrow I'm going to school, spending more than 4 hrs back and forth, for 1 hour of lessons! How nice huh? =X

Anyways, Circle of Life from Lion King, super power!! To skip the talking in front, simply forward to 1:20. :) Enjoy the song!!! :D I wish one day I can run on the lush green grasslands with the one I love, hand in hand, into the morning breeze. With magnificent animals around, deer, antelope, giraffe, horses, etc. Awww, how nice that would be!

Friday, 18 January 2013

Going To & From School

I'm watching recorded lectures so as to save time from travelling all the way to school.

Imagine, having to spend about 2hrs a day just on the transportation from home to school? Plus the time taken to pack up and get ready, reach and settle down. And when going home, again packup, and settled down + unpack when reach home. All these means about 5 hrs a day wasted JUST TO GO TO SCHOOL & BACK HOME =X Zzzzzzz... These amount of time could've been better spent studying or used in other leisure activities for stress reduction. Otherwise, it can be spent on meaningful activities such as going for CCA and charity/volunteering events.

What to do?

Recently I've not been able to take much photos with my phone because I'm too busy with school reopen. Ahh. I'm looking forward to the release of Samsung Galaxy S4!! :)

Should I spend some of my free time to write more music? Hmmm....

Monday, 14 January 2013

Holidays over. Wait... Holidays? Did I even have any holiday at all?

Frankly i was forced to work. Hadn't any holidays. And school starts like that. Just like that, the one month is gone, and I'm really sour about it. =X

Sigh. Vengeful!!!! =X lol.

And my birthday? Its been 7 years since I had any celebrations, cakes or presents. Oh really? Yeah, my parents absolutely don't care! hah.

Tuesday, 1 January 2013

Happy 2013!!

Its 2013! Happy New Year everyone! Since it was Camy who inspired me to blog, naturally this post would be dedicated as a new year greetings for this wonderful girl! :)

Happy New Year Camy!!

Thanks for all the inspirational blog posts and the great photos you've shared! May your 2013 be a very fruitful and bountiful year, with lots of new surprises, loads of happiness, and may your smile be even more radiant than ever!

Best wishes for your studies, and wish you and your family good health! All the best for everything else too!

Thank you for being such an awesome blogger Camy! :D